Break Away

This town doesn't give a damn

about me

these broken legs won't let me walk away

from a town that couldn't give a shit either way

They don't care

if I make it or not

so I have to run away

far far away

I need to get behind the wheel

and drive

because I need to find out who I am

I need to break away from the ordinary

to see if I am really something

or if I'm just like everyone else

in this town

on the fast track to nowhere

boring, ordinary, irrelevent

Seeking Solace

You left me, you said I wasn't good enough, everything I have been working for is gone, just like you.

So give me a pack of cigarettes and I'll get behind the wheel and drive far far away. To a place where I find solace , a peaceful quiet place that is just for me. I'll stay up all night and watch the sunrise. I'll pretend all my problems will go away. I'll just drive and disappear just like you did. Never to return.

Dark

Turn out the lights baby
make it dark
make it to where all you can see
is the shape of me.

I like the dark
because I become fearless
someone free
someone who doesn't care what other people think

But you are the lucky one my love
because in the dark
I will show you just how much
I want you

lights off
clothes off
bodies touching
oh baby i love the dark.

Light

Red Lights, Blue lights, Purple, Pink, and Green lights
Covering the dance floor. Dance Dance, Dance away your problems. You have a few hours where you can pretend that nothing matters. You can dance, you can flirt, you can feel like a beautiful lioness. But when you walk outside that will all change.

Because outside the dance club, the light is unmasked.It just solid light, it doesn't hide your problems. In this light you have to worry about your figure, your money, your education, your heart, and for some reason other people's problems too. It would be so much easier if you just stayed on the dance floor. Avoid your problems forever. but you can't. you have to deal with all the shit in the world you didn't even start. You have to worry about the economy, the environment, and whatever else they want to feed us. And you just have to put up with all of it.

But be brave, because even though life isn't the dance floor, there is hope. There is still love. There is still compassion. There is still the need to fight on despite the feeling of hopelessness in the world. So cheer up, stand in the light and bask in it's glory

Love

love note after love note. poem after poem. song after song. everything makes me think of you. The way the wind blows. You have no idea that I even have feelings for you, let alone get butterflies when you speak. I don't know if this is love. Because I don't even really know what love is. But if I did, and I was capable of feeling it. (Which I am not so sure I am) I cold almost guarantee that I would feel it for you. Because I feel everything when I am with you. When you touch me, my skin burns with desire. Your smell brings beautiful memories to my mind. When you are close to me and I hear you breathe, I feel protected and peaceful. When I taste your lips, it tastes so sweet I never want to pull away. And when I see you close to me, I know I am exactly where I am supposed to be. Right here with you, because minus the labels "in love" "boyfriend/girlfriend" or "facebook official" I know this is where I should be, where I feel special.

Introduction

Bonjour, hola, chow, hello. My name is irrelevant because it doesn't make me who I am. But there are things I can tell you.
I am a dreamer
I am a lover
I am driven
I am constantly changing
It's not that I'm constantly changing, it's that I don't know who I want to end up being so I change. It's crazy I know. but sometimes life doesn't make sense sometimes its this crazy messed up thing. the problem is people don't take time to enjoy any of it. we sit around trying to get thin but thats not working I'm still gaining weight. we want to find that perfect someone, but what if its not he perfect right someone? this is crazy I have no idea why I am writing this about myself, trying to give you and introduction that seems irrelevant but maybe
I am the one who is irrevenlent.
maybe things would go on just fine without me. Maybe thy wouldn't. all I can do is try.

Bonjour, hola, chow, hello. Let me introduce myself, I am irrelevant.

History

Just one more sip
and the bottle will be gone
and hopefully so will the memories
the memories of us
being in love
kissing under the stars
talking till the sun comes up
we were supposed to lost forever
we were made for each other
we were so in love
i thought you were the one.

But that is all history
it is in the past
because you are gone
you left me here
to fend for myself
after all this time
you just gave up
now you are history.

Now i'm going to be strong
because i've got my future
and even though it's hard
i'll go on without you
i'll be fine
i'll fall in love again
and even if i don't
it will be okay
because at the end of the day
i will always be me
and i'll continue to be true to myself
cause i don't live in the past
and you are history

Fascination

I am fascinated by you
it's crazy
when you talk
it's like the earth stands still
the way you think
the way you breathe
it fascinates me
you say you can't love me
that you can't even love yourself
but I don't care
because being close to you is enough
the way you hold me
instead of just using me
it fascinates me
When I am with you
I feel like everything will be alright
because when I see you
I know there are still real people in this world
because you are so genuine
you make me feel free
because nothing I feel is wrong.
so i'll let it out
all my feelings:
you are amazing
you are intelligent
you are sexy
you are wanted
you are genuine
you fascinate me.
I can't believe I fell for you
we are exact opposites
But I guess opposites attract.

So finishing this pouring out of my soul
I have one more thing to say
I can't believe you don't love yourself
because frankly
you are the most lovable man I have ever met
And that is why you are my fascination