Invisible

Have you ever felt
invisible
like everything you do
goes completely unseen

like when you look at him
and he sees you
but doesn't seem to care
like he wishes you were just
invisible

Only when he doesn't want to sleep with you
when he does
oh baby
he sees you

but then you go back to being
invisible
waiting to be seen
waiting to be cared about
but that will never happen
because you will always be
invisible

Crazy
Ridiculous
Stupid
These are all words that come out
when i think about you.

I have no desire to be in love
no desire to wake up to you
no desire to be anywhere near you.

but i love you
i want to wake up to you
every bone in my body
aches to be near you
call me crazy

you don't feel the same way
not even close
but i can't help but fall
head over heels for you
call me crazy

crazy
ridiculous
stupid
but i can't help it
you are amazing
and i love loving you
call me crazy

Wasteland

I am a whore
you are a fool
we are all nothing more than
fools and whores

We can barely see the sun
through this wasteland
of used condoms
of broken hearts
of drug needles
of burnt out joints
of empty liquor bottles
of everything we need
of everything we crave

fools
whores
sad hearts
nothing more
nothing extraordinary
nothing worthwhile

but we are all content
with our wasteland
with our stupidity
with our emotionless existence
we crave nothing more

So sleep with one more guy
smoke one more joint
finish that bottle
justify it in your mind


everyone else is doing it.

Anywhere you are

Put me on a plane
fly me to anywhere
anywhere you are

I know i make mistakes
i know i don't deserve you
i don't deserve your trust
i don't deserve your love
but after all this time
after all the fights
after all te heartbreak
you are still here
i'm still here
and i don't know why.

So i hop on a plane
to where you are
because every part of me
yearns to be with you
that's why i don't give up
that's why i keep fighting

Put me on a plane
to anywhere
anywhere you are.